A couple weeks ago Michaela and Cody had to leave to go back to the states for medical purposes. This left Elise, Naomi (two women around my age who also live with the Fulks) and myself in charge of 6 kids. We were more than happy to help in this way so Michaela and Cody could take care of themselves, but weren't sure how the next few weeks were going to go.
I was praying one morning a couple days after they left and just told God how overwhelmed I was feeling. The thought of the weeks ahead taking care of 6 kids in a foreign country was too much to handle in that moment. I'm not sure why I was particularly anxious that day. I knew the way the house ran, the kids had been doing really well since mom and dad had left, and everything was running smoothly. But whatever the reason, I was overwhelmed.
Yeah, I can make them breakfast.
Although this time has challenged me, it has been beautiful what God has taught me.
1. We don't need to get through it all, we need to get through the next moment. God is not asking us to have it all figured out. He's not asking us to take on tomorrow's burdens today. Today has enough work, trouble, stress, anxiety, etc of it's own. We don't need to worry about tomorrow, we simply need to take this moment God has given us and use it to love God and love the people around us and have faith that God will take care of us through the moments to come. (Matthew 6:34, Hebrews 11:1)
2. We are dependent on God every moment, for He is the one that gives us the air we breathe. Without His love and sustaining power, we wouldn't even be alive. If God has the power to keep us alive and breathing, He has the power to get us through any trial or challenge we may face. His power is key though. In our own strength we will fail, but through Him we are more than conquerers (John 16:33, Romans 8:37).
3. Joy of the Lord is our strength, and in His presence is where we find our joy. God is so good to us all the time. He is constantly providing for all our needs and meeting us where we're at. When caught in a cycle of stress, anxiety, and complaining, ask God to show you where his provisions are. Ask Him to open your eyes to His goodness. It's there and Jesus is more than happy to show you the blessings He is pouring out on you (Nehemiah 8:10, Psalm 16:11).
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